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A good Weekend.

This has been a good weekend for me. Friday night my girlfriend and I got a hotel room in CT. She wanted to go to Lavender Pond Farm on Saturday so i thought it would be a good break from the city to get a hotel room near the place. The room featured two king size beds and two TVs. We ordered pizza on grub hub and relaxed for the night. In the morning on Saturday we went to the farm. She picked up a jar of Lavender Honey which actually tastes pretty good. I took route 1 north back for as much of the way as possible.  Hopping on 95 north when i had to. the trip home took about 4 hours but it was fun. When we got back home we made gourmet hotdogs for dinner. I dropped her home around 7 and had a few beers afterwards. Today has been good. I went and got my oil changed, then afterwards i got a hair cut, and just wrapped up laundry. I'm going to go walking in a few minutes despite the 90 degree heat. I wanted to go to the gym today but i really am just running out of time. I'm meeting up with my girlfriend around 5:30 and then we are going to get dinner, and she also has to hit the library. Overall it was a good weekend for me. No real symptoms that i can think of. I know it might be to soon to say this, but im hoping that the worst of my symptoms are behind me as a i return back to normal life.

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