4 Years... 4 Years ago i was driving with Katie to go rescue two 4 week old kittens. They were in a friends driveway drinking out of a puddle for 2 days. Overnight between the 3rd and the 4th... a third kitten had died... and when i was told this... I knew what had to be done. 4 years later Brother's Ash and Matcha live comfortably with their adoptive rescue parents. I think at times they would like a little more food... and maybe have their litter box better taken care of... But every night without fail. They join Katie and Myself on our bed for a few hours of sleep. These two kitties helped me when i was struggling. And gave me a sense of purpose beyond myself when i was struggling to have one. Thanks Ash and Matchy... You guys helped heal a disabled person just by existing.
Tonight we are heading over our friends' house to have dinner and hang out for a while. December 10th isn't really a memorable date. But every year around this time of year things start to happen that give tiny moments like these a real feeling of warming. Today even, it was nearly 60 degrees at one point today and it made this brutal cold seem bearable. It's not safe to be outside during the darkest of winter. Cold brings out the worst in people, and overall it's hard to handle because it also brings out the despair in people. Merge the two together and you could be looking at a cold dark society which emerges in the spring jaded working every year to bring happiness into ones life only to suffer the cold dark winter the following year. Today i have hope though. Recently i was inspired after talking with people that care about me. The best part is... a renewed sense of hope can alter the mind in such a way... it's better than any drug or substance that you can use ...
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