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Some positive news

While my roommate hasn't yet moved in, I do have some positive new to report. It seems like my noisy downstairs neighbors are no longer blasting music. It sucked for a few days as they had there sound system up very loud. At the request of my girlfriend... rather than confronting them about it... I contacted my landlord and he seemed to take care of the matter. The upstairs neighbors I cant really do anything about their noise. The issue is they have two little kids and while they run around their apartment and bang on the floor when they are doing it... they're kids... so I can forgive that. But I couple of guys living below me being ignorant of how loud there sound system is... that's something I can do something about. 

Sorry I killed the party guys...


In other news... Ash and Matcha are doing well. They appear to be adjusting to life with me. We took them to the vet the other day and found out they have ear mites... and that they might have worms. We gave them one treatment of Revolution to correct the problem. We have to apply another treatment in 4 weeks. Other than that... they appear to be healthy. My girlfriend has taken to Matcha… and I've taken to Ash. 

The weather looks good today. Sunny and almost 70 degrees. I'm thinking about rearranging my room but I haven't figured out how yet. I'll probably do it a few times until I get a configuration that I think I can live with for a while. The internet got setup yesterday which is good because now I don't have to use all my data. 

My symptoms aren't that great these past two days... Two nights ago I thought someone pumped a shotgun in the apartment below me... I'm sure that it was a hallucination. Or at least that's what I keep telling myself. 

That's all for now,

-T.A. Michaels

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