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Routine Chores

This morning I got back from my girlfriend's house around 7am. When I got home I started cleanup around the house. Cleaned up my room... Made the bed... Got laundry ready to go... made the trash... and cleaned up my desk. I've got about a half hour until I am going to bring my mom to her doctors appointment. Then after the appointment I don't really have anything on my agenda for the day. My girlfriend gets out of work at 4:00 PM Today and when she gets out she is coming down to my house. I may do laundry when I get back to the house. I don't have a lot to do... but I have enough to cover one load. I'm also planning on cleaning out the back of my trunk. I have a lot of trash and clothing which has been building up over the winter. Cleaning that out is not a priority right now. But with that said... it would be nice to have a clean trunk again. Depends on the weather I guess.

My symptoms appear to be getting better in terms of how I feel with internal chatter. With the increase in the Risperidone to 7mg (1mg in the morning and 6mg at night) I have been having less internal chatter as a result. With the Corona Virus most of the places I would normally go to where I would experience the external voices are closed so I don't know if I am still experiencing those symptoms. When I went to Walmart the other day I found that the paranoid feeling wasn't as strong as it had been so that's a good thing. It's been roughly a week since I've been on the higher dosage so I am hoping that it works out well.

That's all for today

-T.A. Michaels

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