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Day 10: Zero Alcohol

 It's Tuesday morning. I didn't end up writing yesterday because when i started to write... i got distracted and didn't manage to finish the entry. I am on vacation this week and overall it was a good day yesterday. Today i am hoping will be the same. 

Yesterday morning I took my car down to the VIN Check station in Cranston to have my car verified that it wasn't stolen. From there, i briefly went to Goddard Park and found that i could reschedule my DMV Reservation that was originally for today - to yesterday morning. By 11:00am i had the new plates for my car, and by noon the car had been registered with Uber so that i can resume driving as a sub-contractor again. Other than they yesterday was pretty uneventful. Today, I woke up originally around 7:30 but decided to sleep in until about 10. The only thing on my agenda today is to go get a physical. It's at 4:30pm in Warwick. 

My wife should be home from work in about 2 hours. She is house sitting for a friend at the end of the week. It's kinda crappy that the last few days of my vacation she would be gone, but at the same time she's being a good friend so i can't fault her. On the agenda for me for the rest of the week is taking my father out for Pizza tomorrow and visiting my Uncle's pool and going to see Hadestown at the Movies with my wife on Thursday. Then, Thursday night she is out of here for a few days. My goal is, atleast for Thursday, Friday and Saturday nights, is to begin Uber driving around 8pm and go until midnight. I'm curious to see how much money i could potentially earn by driving 12 hours. If the standard rate of $22 an hour average is still true... Then in theory between the three days i should be able to earn $264.... and that doesnt include if i end up Uber Driving during the day Saturday or Sunday. 

Once i return back to work, i am liking going to shoot for Friday nights between 8pm and 3am, Saturdays during the day between 4pm and 8pm, and sunday's from noon until 8pm. I figure that is 19 hours a week.... which should equal roughly $400 dollars. 

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